So.

I guess this is the beginning. The point where you introduce some conflict or point and prepare the readers as to what to expect. The point where you lay your groundwork to build, break down and rebuild at some later point. The point where you either gain or lose a person, where opinions are formed and minds gather on something, anything assumed to be contained in the reading. But for me beginnings are different. The beginning for me is a formality, something I do just because no matter what it has to be there. You can't get to an end without it. A beginning to me is the point where I tap into my inner 'me' and dig out something that will inevitably happen. As I've been known to say "Don't doubt me cuz I'm hardly ever wrong.", and unfortunately I can't fool myself. My beginning are me doing my precognitive shit and finding a future that half of the time I don't want. But there's a question that I've been pondering for a while. Is it possible to change a beginning after you've experienced it? Is it possible that the events afterward are so radically different what what was set up that it in turn will alter what came before it? I doubt anyone will ever find out, but I guess it won't hurt to try. This isn't a normal book, it's a collection of thought spanning over a hell of a lot of years. Some stuff may be obsolete, some debatable but it's all me so I guess you deal or leave. I'm Darryl Ramsey, and you're in for one hell of a ride, you better believe it.